i still wonder how your day is going.

i still wonder what you’re thinking.

i still smile when i think of you.

i still wait for your hug when i get home from work.

i still laugh when i think about all of those saturday mornings on the couch.

i still listen to the voicemail you sent me that i was able to save.  the one that just says, “hello baby, i love you.”

i still watch those christmas videos of you dancing to “raspberry beret” and “bye, bye, bye.”

i still dream of you.

and i still cry when i wake up and you’re not there.