December 2011
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November 2011
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July 2011
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March 2011
2 posts
truthful tuesday
i feel like i have absolutely no sense of direction in my life right now…and it doesn’t really bother me.
February 2011
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January 2011
2 posts
got into an argument today with someone i really care about. it started out as a fairly straightforward conversation, and then, through mutual frustration and emotional sensitivity, it took a turn for the hurtful.
i don’t know what to say. to him, or to anyone else. it’s one of those things that’s been a long-time coming and couldn’t be avoided any longer. but truth...
so...one of my resolutions is to stop saying, "i'm...
I’ve been told by friends, family, and mental health professionals that I take responsibility for things that aren’t my fault. Not too surprising that my gut reaction is to apologize for apologizing so much.
December 2010
1 post
i still wonder how your day is going.
i still wonder what you’re thinking.
i still smile when i think of you.
i still wait for your hug when i get home from work.
i still laugh when i think about all of those saturday mornings on the couch.
i still listen to the voicemail you sent me that i was able to save. the one that just says, “hello baby, i love you.”
i still watch...
November 2010
1 post
What’s good for the goose is good for the gander.
October 2010
3 posts
can’t compete.
Well, hello Tumblr! It's been awhile...I'd...
Listening to Flashdace: my personal soundtrack for family crises.
September 2010
4 posts
What’s the point of HIPAA if you’re practically yelling across the waiting room to verify my personal info?
I don’t know who I’m more excited to see in person; Chris or Rich.
The Black Crowes : Black Moon Creeping
http://ping.fm/TKXHZ
anyone going to the black crowes show tomorrow night?
Pancakes, bacon, eggs…I’d forgotten how wonderful it is to wake up to the smell of breakfast cooking downstairs.
August 2010
9 posts
"Flattery in courtship is the highest insolence,...
~Sarah Fielding
when i said i was gonna drive my car until the wheels fell off, i didn’t intend for it to be literal.
mom was right…words have power.
my dad’s last words were, “i have so many regrets.”
i’ve never told anyone that. the only other person that knew, the one that was holding his hand when he said it, is dead too.
i’m just a ray of fucking sunshine, aren’t i?
cease and desist.
magnolia electric co. : no moon on the water
http://ping.fm/U3P9R
girl non grata: You know, after fifteen years... →
^ read this first. ^ i love this chick.
if i can’t be skinny, maybe i can just get to the place where i love, and am comfortable with, myself. maybe.
i need a time machine.
“if i never met you, i wouldn’t like you. if i didn’t like you, i wouldn’t love you. if i didn’t love you, i wouldn’t miss you. but i did, i do, and i will.”
July 2010
8 posts
i call shenanigans.
good morning hank.
http://ping.fm/gbHDq
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Vegas
So, this is my first visit to Vegas and my friends want to take me to a strip club tonight. (also a first.). I think I’d rather rent a car and go to the bunny ranch.
If you told me five years ago that this is how my life would play out, I’d have thought YOU were the one getting high everyday.
Vegas via SLC. Sin City, here I come.
Which is worse; my fear or your truth? And now I...
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goddamn expectations get me every time.
when will i learn?
Synecdoche, New York
“Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won’t know for twenty years. And you may never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and figure out your own divorce. And...
i regret not buying that sylvia plath book in hyannis.
Hello D-troit!
June 2010
8 posts
few things hurt my heart as much as when a friend needs help, and i am powerless to do anything. i wish, like so many times before, that there was a way to make someone understand how loved and cared for they are…words just aren’t enough.
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truthful tuesday
i am too trusting of other people.
i am not strong enough to handle the disappointment.
May 2010
28 posts
Liquid Diamonds: On judgment and expectations. →
You can care about, even deeply love, other people, but in the end what you have is what you see in the mirror every day.
We’re all the hero in our own story, even if we may be the villain in someone else’s. No matter how much you may wish you could make someone act differently, you aren’t…
my mental breakfast this morning.
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lately i’ve been having penis dreams…and by that i mean, dreams in which I HAVE A PENIS. in my dream it’s all perfectly normal; no one seems to notice or care, but i am fascinated by it. and obsessed with it. any theories?
i’ve decided to start weaning myself off the sugar i put into my coffee every morning. i cut soda out of my diet about a month ago, but i’m still consuming nearly a 1/4 C. every day just from my coffee addiction. i figure, i’d rather get rid of the sugar than the coffee…we’ll see how this goes.
the eye altering, alters all.
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chris thile : i’m yours if you want me...